You're not the only one

Heyyy I don't know how this works or how I plan on starting but I was sitting here crying in my room all alone no one but myself in an empty house crying just crying rivers. I live with my mom who's always at work my dad if you were wondering lives with his family where ever that is anyways after crying for a good half our I taught about still like why me .. Why do I feel this lonely .. Why isn't there anyone at least one friend that I can simply say hey to so I started praying I just kept praying.. See I'm the kind of person that loves adventure and going out and all that stuff but now for as much as I can remember I remain isolated in home why ? so I sit here alone. Lonely. By myself. Thinking no one else could experience what I'm going through or ever did . So whoever is reading where ever you are..Heyyy just know that your not alone I'm crying too